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zooeyglass) wrote2009-12-19 11:08 pm
zooeyglass) wrote2009-12-19 11:08 pm
Oct-present mystery calls
Glitch in the system? MCleaner filters "unknown" calls (inluding maybe - international, plus private/withheld numbers) but it failed for the first time. A 000122.. registered before another one got blocked. Innarasting.
Did the forgotten Romberg. Unsuccessfully! Cannot stand a second with one leg, eyes closed. Scared half to death. AGAIN! A mini balance problem found its way tonight while watching something about the universe on Nat Geo. Almost fell (not passed out) twice. Is it Fe's fault? Is it lack of B-complex? Vit. D? What?
While we're at it, an aunt called subtly wanting assurance on being healthy. Tests have been done, no dse. The conclusion after the phone call, which I'm not qualified to tell her (or anybody), is some somatic disorder of some sort. I've forgotten nearly 98% of what I've learned in college but a little knocker up there says it's snubbing stress, stress saying "I cannot be snubbed!", stress going back as physical, legitimate pain. I don't know. I feel for my aunt. Some of 2007 was horrible with panic disorder.
A breather? This one-- http://panicend.com
DW for a first. Since May 2009. Hello. If this is not oblivion and I am delusional, I'll say "If anybody wants an invite, I still have two invite codes." I do, too. It's true. Just say so, they'll gladly be sent away.
Did the forgotten Romberg. Unsuccessfully! Cannot stand a second with one leg, eyes closed. Scared half to death. AGAIN! A mini balance problem found its way tonight while watching something about the universe on Nat Geo. Almost fell (not passed out) twice. Is it Fe's fault? Is it lack of B-complex? Vit. D? What?
While we're at it, an aunt called subtly wanting assurance on being healthy. Tests have been done, no dse. The conclusion after the phone call, which I'm not qualified to tell her (or anybody), is some somatic disorder of some sort. I've forgotten nearly 98% of what I've learned in college but a little knocker up there says it's snubbing stress, stress saying "I cannot be snubbed!", stress going back as physical, legitimate pain. I don't know. I feel for my aunt. Some of 2007 was horrible with panic disorder.
A breather? This one-- http://panicend.com
DW for a first. Since May 2009. Hello. If this is not oblivion and I am delusional, I'll say "If anybody wants an invite, I still have two invite codes." I do, too. It's true. Just say so, they'll gladly be sent away.